long story short she dumps me by text a couple of days later
i didnt know that was an option
anyway internalised biphobia noted, i try and gently get out of this one ("im not sure either of us are in a good place for this right now") and she fucking objection handles me and talks me round
so i thought my policy of "no straight people" was pretty safe but when i was talking to someone and she says "im sorry if i'm awkward but it's been a long time since i dated a man" and i say "yeah me too" and wow was that something she wasnt ready for
why not send out a packet of luckies, a big dose of valium and a fat bag of spliff too eh? if they really want to ruin my life with random gifts
someone on my team suggested we do an online social thing of some kind. the company agreed to pay and send us some snacks amd drinks too. they settled on a murder mystery type event. i said i didn't want to be involved as i'm not long sober and find it hard to be around people drinking alcohol. they reassured me that they would send out soft drinks. just received what they sent out and they've sent me a box of fucking craft beer.
Hello.