as a white woman, my test. am I listening? am I performing a 'white saviour' move because of how I've grown up and been conditioned? do I know how to pass the mic? do I know how and where I can best act? can I amplify effectively without upstaging? can I train myself to know how to strengthen the resilience of the network by understanding its interconnections and weaknesses? and jump to strengthen weak links? is being on stage my 'thing'? can I always acknowledge our community collectiveness?